However slight, sudden noises in the night manage to wake me. It’s been like this since she lived with us and hasn’t changed in the twelve years since she passed. Every creak from the attic or sound of footsteps takes me back and puts me on alert.
Some nights, she’s still down the hall, talking to someone who isn’t there. The soft conversations last, on and off, for hours and often escalate into full-blown yelling episodes with someone standing in the shadows of her mind.
When all seems to become quiet, underlying noises emerge, almost like a forewarning of what is to follow. Soon, one more escape out the door. Back to what little she could remember from all that Alzheimer’s had taken away.
Once again, I sit up in bed and listen for five or ten minutes, waiting for her door to open.
From Mama Kat’s….Listen to the sounds in your house for 5 or 10 minutes. Write about what you hear.