Eliza

 

                                                         Who didn’t love her?

 

She was someone who influenced millions of women in having a simple little black dress in their wardrobe, each one desperately tried to wear it with the same elegance.

 

I so wanted to be just like her.  Well, more like the Eliza Doolittle character she played.  How I longed for a chance to reinvent myself and become a different person, so well-polished, fabulously dressed, and schooled in the best etiquette.

Me being me, I could so identify with spouting out some profanity at a crucial moment as Eliza did at Ascot.  I loved that.

 

And I loved her heart, her dedication to others, as well as her remarkable talent.  She was graced with the reputation of being a humble, kind and charming person, who lived the philosophy of putting others before herself.

 

Gregory Peck read this poem by Rabindranath Tagore after her death, a beautiful tribute to an extraordinary woman.

 

Unending Love

 I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age-old pain,
It’s ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star piercing the darkness of time:
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers, shared in the same
Shy sweetness of meeting, the same distressful tears of farewell-
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

Today it is heaped at your feet, it has found its end in you
The love of all man’s days both past and forever:
Universal joy, universal sorrow, universal life.
The memories of all loves merging with this one love of ours –
And the songs of every poet past and forever.

 

Once Eliza, forever… Audrey Hepburn.

 

 

Flicker of Inspiration Linkup #44: Character

Your prompt this week was to write a post about a character who has influenced you in some way in your life. Someone you read about once that inspired in you a certain way of thinking or acting.

                                  “Come on, Dover! Move your bloomin’ arse!

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Stop…listening

 

Muffled sounds from another room became real once again as I stepped outside of my dreams.  The light of the moon made it seem as if a new day was ready to greet the world.  It was the middle of the night.

And…I listened.

Loud whispers grew into grumbles.  Her once breathy voice became someone else’s as she cursed, threatening some invisible being in her room.  At least it wasn’t me.  Truth was, I had ceased to exist in her mind.  I felt an odd comfort looking in from the window of the person she once was.


It made it easier for me to stop… listening.


 

 

 

Flicker of Inspiration Linkup #43: Listen

We could all do with a little more listening these days, after all.

In the almost six years since my mother’s passing,  sounds in the darkness of night still awaken me.  During those moments I sense that her spirit remains in the guest room down the hall.   I still try not to listen but she’s there, still trying to run after her memories and away from mine.

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Cold…

 

If you want to kill something, just be cold to it.

 

Keep your distance, look the other way, watch from the shadows.  Stay uninvolved; be content in your ignorance.  Brush aside the hurt and pain of abuse for it does not belong to you.  Convince yourself that subjective blindness is acceptable, it relieves you of any responsibility.  Believe that all suffering ends, eventually; wrapped in the blanket of cold that you leave behind.

 

 

         Flicker of Inspiration Linkup #42: Killer First Line

Your prompt this week is Killer First Line; come up with a great hook for an opening line, and a short paragraph to support it.

My opening line is from a favorite book, one that I often speak of…Women Who Run With the Wolves by Clarissa Pinkola Estes.  In re-reading this book last evening, I stopped at Chapter 10 and this one line stayed with me when the Flicker prompt was announced.  It just seemed to fit my experiences in growing up with child abuse.

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