Through my looking glass…

 

 

The world is a looking glass and gives back to every man the reflection of his own face. –William M. Thackeray

 

 

 

 

My looking glass is a relection of someone reaching, always trying to grasp a fleeting moment or a challenge.

That image in the mirror doesn’t show what others see, or what they will never know about me.  My shortcomings or triumphs, my sorrows and joys, each lies hidden in that glass on the wall.

Passing years seem softened somehow, so much kinder than the opinion of a camera lens.  The smile is the same and the heart inside that mirror image beats with the same anticipation of long ago.   Each day, I’m reminded to look forward while there is still time.

 

I quickly glance into the glass and see my past resting in a corner… on a chair that is running out of room.

 

                                   

 

 

 

 

 

 Flicker of Inspiration Linkup #48: Mirror Image

                                                    

Take a good look, decide what you see. Write about that. I see two sparrows carrying coconuts; try not to let that influence you before you get started. Whatever you see, that’s your prompt. If you really really don’t think you see anything in particular, do a freewriting exercise; just type random words for ten or fifteen minutes or so. Share whatever you come up with, even if you start an actual story halfway through.

I started writing this post before I did some heavy meditation on ol’ Rorschach.  Actually, when the topic of this prompt was mentioned a few days ago, I was drawn to a basic, everyday mirror image and all that it entailed.  Thus, today’s post for the link-up.

Then, just before I was ready to hit “Publish” this morning, the Lightning Bug prompt image jumped out at me.  Well, not really.  It just conjured up an immediate thought of what it made me think about…”Hal” from 2001 A Space Odyssey

                                                                    

No, no…trust me, I did not drop any serious drugs during the 60’s.  In fact, my mind even jumped from outer space to the kitchen, reminding me of when a 13 pound Lobster tried climbing out of a huge pot of boiling water.

Wonder what Rorschach would think about all of this?

 

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What I do best is…

….love my alone time. 

Solitary, singular, isolated, throw out any definition of oneness that works and you will find me in between the letters. 

Smiling.

I’m an only child, you know.  Well, maybe you didn’t know that but I felt like sharing anyway.  Most, not all, only children aren’t lonely at all, in fact, we can do one thing better than anyone else.

What’s that?

Why, be alone, of course!

I miss so many things about being alone and I know you might wonder just what they are. 

Really, aren’t you curious?

Thought so. 

 

Well, here goes….10 things I miss about being ALONE! <drum roll>

1.  No one lecturing yelling at me, first thing in the morning and continuing again at night.

2.  My “stuff” where I want it without getting into a my-space-debate.

3.  Toilet seat always left down.  No cold porcelain greeting my posterior at 3 a.m. pee time. Not being greeted by just a cardboard roll where the toilet tissue once was. (Okay, I know this makes more than 10 but tell me you don’t miss not having to deal with this from your days of single-blissdom!)

4.  No soggy towels hanging in the  bathroom to dry off with after a shower.  (Now leaving bathroom-hell)

5.  No empty milk containers left in the fridge with the hope that the God of Milk will re-fill them at some point.

6.  Not having to cook a gourmet meal if all I want are Stella D’oro Swiss Fudge Cookies for dinner.  Or maybe nothing at all.

7.  Staying up all night watching movies without being reminded that I’ll just be a total, tired, cranky bitch in the morning.

8.  Burning scented candles everywhere without hearing sneezing and hacking complaints from another room.

9.  No one tampering with my car seat adjustment.  Rear and side view mirrors where I left each of them  and.. satellite radio left on Deep Tracks (not Opie & Anthony).  Plus, the steering wheel situated way down,  lap-low.  That’s how I roll.

10.  Getting up to walk outside  at 2 a.m., in my jammies,  to look at the full moon, maybe take some photos, and not seeing someone throw open a window to yell..“are you effing crazy?“. 

 

Yes I am.  Crazy for wanting to feel…lonely.

 

 

My response to one of Mama Kat’s Writing Prompts:  List the top 10 things you miss about being alone. (Inspired by The Little Hen House)

 

“I have to be alone very often. I’d be quite happy if I spent from Saturday night until Monday morning alone in my apartment. That’s how I refuel.”
Audrey Hepburn

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The glory days…

                                          

 

 

I was twelve.  The same age as my Granddaughter Emma is now.

Gosh, things were so different back then.  Simpler times.  Kids weren’t hooked into every electronic device imaginable.  We listened to Rock n’Roll on a small transistor radio, usually when our parents weren’t around, or late at night, hiding under the bedcovers with an earpiece firmly implanted so no one could hear Dion & the Belmonts,  The Five Satins or The Everly Brothers.   At least that’s how it was in my life. 

                                                                                                      

If we got home quickly from school each day, he was waiting for us to turn on the television.  Most times we ran through the door well after three o’clock but were happy to spend even a little time with him.  He was someone you could depend on to play your favorite music and  have the personalities you secretly drooled over show up in his studio.   We yelled at the tv screen when they rated songs, sometimes in great disagreement and we identified with the wallflowers who sat on the bleachers, wishing that someone would ask them to dance.

                                                                      

 

Then…. there were the dancers on his show, couples who never missed a step and had you dreaming of dancing like they did.  Justine Carrelli and Bob Clayton, Arlene Sullivan and Kenny Rossi… perfect couples who made us wonder if they were boyfriend/girlfriend outside of the show.  How we wanted to dance like they did as we practiced in front of the tv with our imaginary partners.   We tried to dress like them when no one was looking, trying on our mother’s straight skirts and pullover cashmere sweaters.   Our hair was styled with waves and strategic dips when we were safely away from parental disapproval.

                                                                   

 

 

It was our time, spent with people we would never meet but regarded as friends and spoke about them as if they were classmates at school.  Yes, it was our foothold in the universe as we left childhood behind and stepped ran towards the teen-age years ahead.  

Music changed and we grew older but we still found time to say good-bye to passing years and welcome in the new ones with someone who was still a teen at heart.  A friend of mine summed it up perfectly earlier today when he said that our youth is officially over.  It truly is, for everyone, like me, who remembers the start of the magic back in 1957.

 

Thank you, Dick Clark. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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