Play Misty for me…..

As I rushed out of my car like a madwoman the other afternoon, making a run into the supermarket,  I stopped dead in my tracks when I heard the haunting yet delicate sounds of violin music playing in the distance.

Usually, at this time of year, volunteers for the Salvation Army can be found endlessly ringing their bells outside of stores while they stand next to a donation kettle.  What I heard was light years away from the monotone melody of a solitary brass musical object.  This music was…magical.

Walking in the direction of the beautiful serenade, there stood a straggly-looking man, with a pleasant smile, sharing his concert-quality impromptu concertos.  On the ground in front of him was the case for his violin into which people dropped money as they walked by and he seemed so grateful, asking if anyone had a special request.  I was amazed that the local  branch of the Keystone Cops hadn’t come by to make the man move for panhandling or some other crime against humanity but, in speaking with other shoppers, most mentioned that he had been performing, jacket less, in the cold, outside for hours.

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It got the best of me; I reached for a few dollars and walked towards him,  as he was playing “Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairies”,  I dropped the cash into his violin case and he smiled asking if I had any requests.  I did and, without hesitation, he launched into such a magnificent version of “Somewhere In My Memory” that it brought tears to my eyes.

Who was he?  Why was someone so musically talented out on a sidewalk performing for a few dollars?  Would the profits of his day be enough to buy him, or his family, a decent meal or perhaps some Christmas presents?  Was he out of a job, homeless?  Or…was he a fraud; an educated person, gainfully employed just using his talent to rack up some extra cash on the week-end or possibly even get his Stradivarius re-strung?
                                                                      
You know something?  I really don’t care!  His music was charming, a gift and a breath of fresh air breaking through the stagnant cloud of holiday stress being put out by shoppers like myself. 

I hope he comes back to play another concert soon; next time, I’ll ask him to play “Misty” for me..

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Just call me a Humble Bumble

                                                                     
A couple of days ago I was a tad caught up in feeling down over my lack of holiday spirit, perhaps too self-absorbed in wrestling with my own seasonal demons to realize it’s not all about me!

Then, today, I read a Blog.  Not just any written collection of thoughts, mind you, but a Blog of great significance to me and many of its loyal readers.  I’m fortunate to know its creator and have mentioned her contributions here and there in my own postings; Kelli’s writings are, well, a gift.

If I ever grow young again, I want to be just like her.

While reading over the beginning of her latest posting, I sat and thought how very much on the same thinking page we both were concerning the holidays.  How quickly we look past all we do have yet, during rough times, we focus on so much that we still want and fret over what we cannot have and honestly don’t need!  Stress, finances (especially the lack of), wish lists and more are a major part of this season but we all easily forget about those who don’t have dreams left to dream.

Kelli remembered and in doing so she brought tears to my eyes and to the eyes of just about everyone who has been reading her Blog this day.  Her words gave me a good jab in my keister to stop wallowing about the downside of Christmas and take a positive step forward to reach out on behalf of someone who truly has little to look forward to; someone with little or no hope and certainly no resources to achieve even the tiniest dream this holiday season.  That person will be a child; Christmas is about children more than anyone, or anything, else.  Thank you, Kelli!
I stand before you now…a Humble Bumble.

Please visit Kelli’s wonderful Blog at:…….

                                                

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Where did I go?

It’s that time of year…again. 

Lyrics from The Christmas Waltz gently sing about “when the world falls in love”;  I would so like to believe that, somewhere, someone isn’t caught up in absolute holiday madness and is managing to gleefully dance along through all the preparations with a song in their heart.

Some of you still have turkey and trimmings left, don’t you? 
I knew it…me too! 

Almost overnight, we go full swing from one holiday right into another but, hey, there’s no pressure, no stress, not at all. 
Like hell there isn’t! 

For example, the day after Thanksgiving, the first Christmas card of 2010 arrived in our mailbox; this, I felt,  was just a little over the holiday top.  That card was sent by someone totally organized who purchased their box of holiday greetings and gift wrappings the day after last Christmas at 50% off;  by someone who likely has all their shopping done, gifts wrapped, tree up and decorated, sinful yardage of icicle lights tacked up on their home and all their holiday baking done. 
I hate people like that!

That used to be me.

How did I once manage to coordinate holiday preparations with three young children in tow and now, years later with aforementioned birds having left the nest and just my husband and myself, I’m already stressed about not having everything in place…not even started?

                                                     

What happened to me….where did I go?

It seems the magic of the season has disappeared for me.  Each year I’ve anxiously awaited that first blast of holiday music on the radio, always getting that little zing of excitement that ran up the back of my neck when Nat King Cole’s voice started crooning about chestnuts roasting. Gone is the thrill of taking down endless boxes of decorations from the attic, watching the first snowflakes of the season arrive to gently rest on the trees outside my windows or the sight of a home with a candle in every window.  It’s these, simple, things I miss the most.  Mostly, I miss the person I used to be during the weeks leading up to this most wonderful time of the year.

                                  
If someone sees my photo on some milk carton or recognizes me wandering aimlessly through some overheated, crowded mall……send me home. 

Thank you!

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